thinking about people

This post is going to seem sort of depressing which is random because I'm actually in a really good mood (having just laughed at a really inappropriate video that my friend had posted on Facebook.)

But do you know what the nice part about being in a relationship is? Knowing that somebody out there cares about you and how you are doing. Knowing that you are on somebody's mind.

There are billions of people out there and it is entirely possible that not a single one of them is thinking about me right now.

If you are in a relationship, however, it is almost guaranteed that the other person will think about you tonight (maybe not positive thoughts, depending on the relationship) and you will matter to them.

Right now that thought doesn't bother me because I am feeling very connected to people- my friends and family and clients and the world. But times when I am sad and depressed- that thought can be a bit overwhelming.